tonight is the fiesta so i have been busy planning and getting everything ready. the pizza party went good. it was hilarious though cause when the pizzas came they were freaking HUGE. we were all laughing so hard. one pizza could have fed everyone in the orphanage and we got 2. the workers and nuns kept making fun of me. and one of the workers maria kept telling me what the kids dont eat give it all to me. it was cute, when i went into work yesterday the workers were picking out all the kids best shoes and all the girls best dresses for the fiesta. i picked out all the boys clothes for them to wear and they are gonna look goooood. i got to take david with me into where i work yesterday so that was way fun. when i was leaving yesterday paul wanted to give me a kiss on my nose, both eyes, cheeks and ears. im having a hard time finding someone to replace me when i leave cause a lot of the girls have a hard time in there cause paul and jon act up a lot for them. plus  i just want someone who will play with them and act like a kid with them. who knows. i was out to eat the other night and i saw ana with her new family she actually remembered me and came to me and got upset when i put her down. it was wierd seeing her not in the orphanage. but ya ill post pics and stuff later.