Sunday, November 9, 2008

Goodbye Jon, I love you




the kids eating icecream



so the workers brought their fam to the mall and introduced me and stuff. well irenes grandpa was carrying santi put couldnt carry him down the excalator so he handed him to a guard. and when we were walking in there is a guard that stands outside and i guess your not supposed to talk to them cause i was having all the kids say hi to him and he was giving this awkward smile and the workers were cracking up.




me and paul had so much fun on the way to the mall. we were joking around and i kept sticking his head out the window pretending to throw him out












on the way to the mall. paul was sitting on my lap and he always wraps my hands around his waist and if i move them he grabs my hands and puts them back.






this is jon and we were wayyy tight. so i had a off fri morning and when everyone came home from their shifts, denise who was in casas was saying jon was asking for me. so i was all excited to see him. i get to work and him and his 2 sisters were gone. him and selene where one of my kids. their dad came and picked them up. i did a good job holding it together because i didnt even get to say goodbye. but after the fieldtrip i was handing out their dinner and i put one in his spot and i lost it. i had to leave. me jon and paul were like the 3 amigos. we wrestled all the time and joked around and i was so upset i didnt even get to say bye. he was gone like that. it makes me wanna adopt paul even more tho cause now jon is gone he doesnt really have anyone and has been acting up a little since. so ya jon pretty much peaced out and ill never see him again










my slaves haha jk









so cynthia grabbed me in here and told me to stay there and when she left to scream for help so she could come save me or something. so i just sat there screaming ayduame however you spell it















3 comments:

JudyMarie said...

Jayme, here I am cying over Jon! I can only imagine how you must feel! No wonder you don't feel well today! Is it a good thing his father picked them up? I tell you , how I pray for the precious orphans of the world. I just want to bring them home! we must find solace in the wonderful love you have given and to know that the Lord is mindful of them and will watch over them. This is so hard! I pray for your strength to be able to leave with a heart full of love and gratitude for all.
I love you, Jayme, and I am so proud of you!
The outing looked so fun- and you made it happen!
Love you to pieces, Mom XOXOXO

Anonymous said...

You had to go and add music to your blog. It made me cry. My prayers are with you and the little ones. Events in our lives are not meaningless and who knows one day you may come back with Nathan or whomever and reunite with ones you have already created a bond with. They will remember you in their hearts. How could they forget you? Love you, Judy

ALB said...

i want to go so bad it looks alot of fun.



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